Friday, May 29, 2009

Week Four: Citta (Mind)



Meditation: 2 distinct formats to choose from

MIND TETRAD MEDITATION FORMAT 1 - Structured Anapanasati sit exploring the mind

Same foundation as last week:
1. A few minutes to arrive generally in your body and set mindfulness to the fore. Connect with a kind quality of attention that has an intention of letting things be known as they are, free from judging and trying to force a change in condition (letting go of any obligation to make it better or worse)
2. 5-10 minutes breath awareness (instructions 1 & 2)
3. 5-10 minutes body awareness (instructions 3 & 4)

Then, continuing with an overall awareness of breath and body as a foundation, train yourself:

4. OPTION IF YOU’D LIKE TO CULTIVATE MORE SAMATHA/TRANQUILITY: 5-10 minutes noticing piti (rapture) & sukha (bliss) (instructions 5 & 6)

OR MOVE DIRECTLY TO:
5. for 10 plus minutes practicing “Sensitive to the mind I breathe in, Sensitive to the mind I breath out” (instruction 9) (see the blog list of tips for what you can explore in this instruction)

END WITH
6. Just reading out loud instructions 10, 11, and 12 (gladdening, steadying and liberating the mind) and sitting with the resonance of those words for a minute or two without trying to do anything in particular.


MIND TETRAD MEDITATION FORMAT 2 - Less structured Anapanasati sit exploring mind

Follow steps 1-3 above until you establish a basis of mindfulness in the body.

Then, letting the breath and body awareness be a thread of mindfulness in the background, proceed directly to:

“Sensitive to the mind I breathe in, Sensitive to the mind I breath out” (instruction 9) (see the blog list of tips for what you can explore in this instruction)
• Tip: If you get distracted spend some time going back to simple mindfulness of breath and/or body and when you feel the mind is steadied open up to “Sensitive to the mind” again

END WITH
6. Just reading out loud instructions 10, 11, and 12 (gladdening, steadying and liberating the mind) and sitting with the resonance of those words for a minute or two without trying to do anything in particular.

Led meditation from Week 4:




RESOURCES FOR WEEK 4:

SOME THINGS TO EXPLORE IN PRACTICE THIS WEEK AS WE MOVE INTO
"Sensitive to the mind I breathe in. Sensitive to the mind I breathe out."

Is the mind open or contracted? Clinging or letting go/freeing?

* Can you recognize a contracted, afflicted mind? How does it
manifest? What's the sense of that in the body and mind?

* Tip: The classic formulation is attachment, aversion and
ignorance.

* Can you recognize open, flowing, free mind? What's the sense
of that in the mind and body? How does it manifest?

What is the difference between being aware/mindful of thinking and mindful of thinking?

* Tip: You can use simple noting "Thinking" to become aware of a
thought arising in the field/space of body/mind awareness.
o It might help to use more specific labels to help
register quality of a thought that you manage to notice
("planning", "story", "memory", "fantasy",
"self-judgement", etc.) but don't let labelling become
too predominant and overshadow a direct felt sense of
the energy and manifestation of thinking itself. If you
get caught up in labelling and finding the right label
becomes an obsession then drop the labelling or go back
to using the simple flag "thinking."

What's difference between focusing on and sensing the thoughts and their nature rather than proliferating the thought content and associations?

* Tip: Some ways to explore the nature of thoughts:
o Noticing their impermanence (that they come and go)
o Where do they come from? Where do they abide? Where do
they go?
o How does the thought manifest in the body? Does it?
o What is the feeling tone accompanying the thought
(painful, pleasurable, neutral) and how does that in
turn condition responses and reactions to the thought?
o Does clinging (contracted mind) arise in reaction to a
thought? What's that like? What's it like to cut
clinging and simply be aware of the momentary arisings
(the waves in the mind)?
o What's the difference between identifying with and being
ruled by thinking (as "true" or "me")


Do you ever discover a gap between thoughts (much like the gap between an in-breath and an out-breath)? If you do, what's that like? Who are you then? How is it?

* Tip: You don't need to be stimulating thinking all the time to
explore it. There may be times when naturally the thinking
subsides and you are back to resting in that foundation of
breath-body awareness. If that occurs you can simply be openly
aware and mindful should a thought arise but not waiting for
thoughts. Simply being aware of it as it is - thus.

Talk from Week 4:


Q & A from class:


Links for those who want to download talks from web:

Led meditation

Teaching

Q & A from class

Thursday, May 21, 2009

Week Three: Vedana (feelings)

Meditation - Two Suggested formats to use this week



VEDANA TETRAD MEDITATION FORMAT 1
- Structured Anapanasati sit exploring how feelings condition the mind

1. Take a few minutes to arrive generally in your body and set mindfulness to the fore. Connect with a kind quality of attention that has an intention of letting things be known as they are, free from judging and trying to force a change in condition (letting go of any obligation to make it better or worse)

2. 5-10 minutes breath awareness (instructions 1 & 2)

3. 5-10 minutes body awareness (instructions 3 & 4)

Then, continuing with an overall awareness of breath and body as a foundation, train yourself:

4. For 5-10 minutes noticing feelings of free flowing pleasurable energy in the body (piti) from and contentment/bliss (sukha) that arises from the meditative process of letting things be as they are, as they arise and abide and fall. When there is no particular sensation of piti or sukha just sit with that overall breath/body awareness being open to any small sensations of pleasure that can be seed forms of piti and sukha (practice not grasping for pleasurable experience but simply being mindful and recognizing it when it is there and letting it inform and radiate into your overall experience and letting it fade when it naturally does so)

5. For 5-10 minutes generally noticing how feelings (painful, pleasant and neutral) condition the mind (see the handout provided for more tips on this)


The led sit from Wednesday night might offer some reminders on how to bring piti and sukha into awareness.




VEDANA TETRAD MEDITATION FORMAT 2
- Less structured Anapanasati sit exploring how feelings condition the mind

Follow steps 1-3 above and more simply just notice as you are breathing and aware of the body as a field of sensations:

*The difference between a quality of attention that allows experience to freely arise and fall without contracting around any part of that experience.

*Just sensing it nakedly, vividly, directly. What is the feeling tone of allowing this free flow of experience?

*Noticing what it's like when we do contract around, hold on to or resist experience and when that happens asking, "what is the feeling tone associated with this tightening?" Noticing how bringing a non-reactive awareness of that feeling in the body (painful, pleasant or neutral) might change our experience

CORE READING

* Sattipatthana reading by Analayo sent out with email

WEEK THREE RESOURCES

* Talk from May 20th Part One


* Talk from May 20th Part Two


* Rosenberg reading sent out with email

* Questions to ponder:

1. What in your experience informs you as to the difference between allowing experience to flow freely and contracting around experience?
Can you tell the difference? How does that manifest in the body?

2. In meditation what responses have you noticed to pleasure and pain in the body? To neutral vedana (feeling)?

3. What comes up for you with the suggestion that we could learn to notice the chain reaction and learn from it without perpetuating it? Does that sound do-able? Is it something we even want to do?
(isn’t perpetuating our chain reactions pleasurable?)

Links for folks who want to download MP3 files
http://www.archive.org/details/AnapanasatiWk3LedMeditation
http://www.archive.org/details/AnapanasatiWk3TalkPart1
http://www.archive.org/details/AnapanasatiWk3TalkPart2

Friday, May 15, 2009

Free Buddhist Audio

For all those audio philes out there, this is a great resource for talks and audio files useful for study and meditation.
Free Buddhist Audio



And here is a link to audio files for bells for the Mindfulness of Breathing, of varying lengths.

ENJOY!

Thursday, May 14, 2009

Week Two: The Body


Meditation

* Continue on from last week keeping up your momentum, bringing in the four contemplations that we touched on this week--the body tetrad.

* And don't forget about meditation reviews (click HERE to fill out review which will be accessed by the Team and will hopefully allow you to focus and reflect on your meditation practice)-- please use this if it makes sense to keep you engaged and feels useful.

CORE READINGS

* Larry Rosenberg article that I sent out with the email

WEEK TWO RESOURCES

* Meditation reviews with Viveka (Viriyalila and Sarah will be observing) will be taking place over the next few weeks and we will send out a schedule in the next few days.

* Reginald Ray article from Tricycle magazine.

* Padmatara's talk from Wednesday
- plus the link to this talk on Internet Archive

This is the link to the Internet archive to access the MP3 version of LAST week's talks.

Tuesday, May 5, 2009

"Homework"- week one (Getting situated) and additional resources


Meditation

* Everyday stop for mindful breathing for 10 minutes (could be at work during a break or at home)

* Longer 20-40 minute practice 3x (Weekday morning meditation at SFBC is a 40 minute sit, doors open at 7:25am with the sit starting at 7:30am)

In formal meditation practice of the Four Stage Mindfulness of Breathing train yourself in noticing the "quality of attention" (mindful; just noticing without trying to improve, add, subtract, judge the experience; simply allowing and being curious; being present and kind and friendly towards what arises)

* Do at least one 40 min. practice per week

* Meditation review update (Click HERE to fill out review which will be accessed by the Team and will hopefully allow you to focus and reflect on your meditation practice)-- please use this if it makes sense to keep you engaged and feels useful.

CORE READING FOR THE WEEK (Follow hyperlink from title)

-Chapter 2 (page 13-24), titled "Goal Setting" from Living with Awareness, by Sangharakshita


WEEK ONE RESOURCES

-Led meditation from first night (click the > to start playing)


-Viveka's introductory talk (to listen, click the > button, like on your own CD player)



-A written description of the four stages